:: sobs ::

i just need a good cry. our new insurance isn’t even covering fertility testing (we’re a catholic hospital). i don’t think we’re going to be able to cycle next month, unless dh is willing to take out $$$ to do so. the monitoring fee alone is $1050 for b/w and u/s’s, plus $450 for IUI, $250 for sample prep, and meds (i’ve applied for a program that provides injectables for couples with no coverage, so i’m hoping it comes through).

plus, bff called to invite us to dinner with our usual group of friends, then mentions “i have ultrasound pics to show you….. when you’re ready.” i’m going to feel like a total ass if everyone’s oohing and aahing over them, because i’ll be in the corner slurping down margaritas.

:: cries ::


1 Comment

  1. t.bird said,

    January 7, 2009 at 3:48 pm


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